to accept the messiness of our human experience..is to melt into the l o v e & f r e e d o m inside our hearts & bodies.

one of the sweetest breakthrough moments with clients, is when they fall deeply in love with their story..their mess..& their perfect imperfection.

i love how Don Miguel Ruiz talks about this inside The Voice of Knowledge - highly recommend the read

*top 3 ways to work with me & quantum transform*

OPTION 1: CALLING IN YOUR IDEAL PARTNER/S & LOVERS Workshop

..for both *solos & coupled*

this is a $333 offering that is only $111 til 4/29

OPTION 2: if you’re ready to let go of the shoulds & shouldnts, release the burden of perfectionism to become grounded in the bliss of the journey instead of fixation on the outcome..

join us inside 𝐇𝐔𝐌𝐀𝐍

pillars include: the mother archetype, rage + grief, slowness, somatics

OPTION 3: if you’re ready to be seen, held, loved & celebrated by women that support your bigness & want to see you...

"Grief feels like it will never pass. this brings us great fear. we worry that this house of sorrow will be our final resting place, that our days will always be overcast, gray, & dulled by the sadness we carry, we have the sense that we are on a slow walk with no obvious direction. Fortunately, grief knows where to take us;

we are on a pilgrimage to soul. " -Francis Weller

the first time i touched my grief was my abortion.

i had just moved to denver & finally left the abusive relationship that would be the start of the rest of my life.

i thought it was gonna be a bright, shiny fresh beginning.

but a few weeks later, i found myself with a positive pregnancy test, threats from my ex, & messages that he had planned it.

i laid on my brothers couch for 2 weeks. in stillness. pain. fear. confusion. sorrow. shame. grief. & loss.

…thinking i would never get out of it.

as the weeks went by, it became the catalyst to feel my deepest childhood wounds.

everything started to...

watch here

so..

i used my somatic practices, let my animal emote, felt the depths of the rejection & grief

& turned to pleasure to alchemize the pain into purpose

*I am my own mother.*

‘the mother’ archetype is one of the 4 pillars of HUMAN

at the end of our 6 months together, you will be your own mother

walking..slowly & intentionally…with both your HUMAN & Goddess

..to a destination that your BODY knows, is in fact, the journey itself.

also..EXCITING NEWS: i got a download this morning to add a special BONUS for HUMAN enrollees

my membership (the Womb Room) will start in September - & HUMAN enrollees will get the first 3 months FREE!!! eeeeee!!!!!

i can’t wait to share space with you <3

i am a woman who stands for freedom.

i am not a woman who will change her relationship to the truth for someone else.

i am a woman in deep devotion to herSelf & knowing.

i am not a woman who will be untruthful to protect someone else’s shame or shadow.

i am a woman who lives in alignment to the integrity of her soul.

i am not a woman who believes in self sacrifice for love or service.

i am a woman of depth, passion & purpose. i will always love myself first & choose the truth of my heart.

who are you? & who are you *not*?

want to play in my world & quantum transform?! *top 3 ways* to work with me right now

OPTION 1: CALLING IN YOUR IDEAL PARTNERS & LOVERS Workshop

this workshop was created for both *solos & coupled*

we explore:
*$ex magick including a 5-step process & a saucy ritual
*how to get crystal clear on what your needs & desires are to magnetize the right relationship for you
*boundaries that get you what you want
*how to break patterns, clear trauma & attract healthy relationships

this is a $333 offering that is ONLY $111 til 4/29

OPTION 2: if you’re ready to let go of the shoulds & shouldnts, release the burden of perfectionism to become grounded in the bliss of the journey instead of fixation on the outcome..

join us inside 𝐇𝐔𝐌𝐀𝐍

you’ll walk away with the courage to trust your heart & Knowing above all else..while discovering your deepest acceptance.

to remember your wholeness & what it means to be alive…

is to walk with both your 𝐇𝐔𝐌𝐀𝐍 &...

no love greater than the love of the mother spending time in the dirt, wind & trees today with my somatic mentor for our monthly immersion.

..planting eggs full of future intention, while digesting those of the past & present.

earlier this year when i was feeling into the kind of inner work + support i was being guided towards, i noticed it felt different than it had before.

it wasn’t about ‘more’

(obtaining more, making more, being more)

it was actually about ‘less’

my desire was to deepen.

to go inward
to mature into..mySelf
my body
& the ancient, cryptic wisdom inside of my womb

i’m so grateful my inner being led me here, to this guide, to this land, to this woman..inside of mySelf

30 so far has been different than i expected. but i’d also expect nothing less when you follow the nonsensical wisdom of your body there’s been pivots, course corrections & heartbreak. and…massive expansions, wealth creation, & legacy...

friday mood[z]

see pics HERE

my wonderful niece visited me from NY over her winter break..she saw me in this skirt at Apocalypse (thrift store) in Boulder & said, ‘you haveee to get that’  #onit

@elisebalance inspired these photos

if plea$ure is a portal,
then so is your pain.

who & how do you *be* to the people places & things that break your heart open?

can you meet yourself there? find new strength in your softness? feel God’s love in the hardest of places?

filling up

on unconditional love
..for you, from you.

sipping in, even more.

especially when,
you think you have nothing left.

discovering how much Love,
you really have inside of you.

& how much of
Love
you already are.

mmm

grief is one of the foundational pillars of HUMAN, a deliciously slow 6 mo container to *remember your Wholeness & what it means to be alive*

we’ll be exploring the dark feminine & integrating the archetypal mother through somatic practice, community ritual, & more

pain / plea$ure
joy / grief
love / loss

…openings for you

HUMAN starts the first weekend of May

ready for a deepening? join the other women inside this intimate & transformative container via my linktree

if plea$ure is a portal,
then so is your pain.

who & how do you *be* to the people places & things that break your heart open?

can you meet yourself there? find new strength in your softness? feel God’s love in the hardest of places?

filling up

on unconditional love
..for you, from you.

sipping in, even more.

especially when,
you think you have nothing left.

discovering how much Love,
you really have inside of you.

& how much of
Love
you already are.

mmm

grief is one of the foundational pillars of HUMAN, a deliciously slow 6 mo container to *remember your Wholeness & what it means to be alive*

we’ll be exploring the dark feminine & integrating the archetypal mother through somatic practice, community ritual, & more

pain / plea$ure
joy / grief
love / loss

…openings for you

HUMAN starts the first weekend of May

ready for a deepening? join the other women inside this intimate & transformative container via my linktree

living & loving
hello again, Portland

spent the day in this king bed..feeding & filling mySelf after a week of sacred service

we’re 5 months into IN THE FLESH & i’ve really started to find my rhythm with balance & resourcing

before & after every retreat weekend..i make sure i get bodywork, chat with my coach or therapist, have cooked healthy food ready to go, space for extra movement & downtime, & girl friend hangouts

retreat weekends are such big expansions, it can be easy to feel a dip in energy / connection

..so now i just know how & when to get ahead of it!

spending this week [actually] w a l k i n g

& having lots of play before a full next few months!

if you’re ready for an in-person retreat with somatics, dance movement, $exual healing & erotic blueprints - join me & @innerpoweralicia this june in CO for a ballin ass mountain getaway

..it’s a walk with your wild woman - all the way from womb wellness,...