Reflections on a magical time at @soltarahealingcenter & my first ceremonies with Ayahuascaโ€ฆ

Mar 16, 2021

 

Over the summer, I sat in my first facilitated plant ceremony with Iboga. I learned a lot about the process & important things to know when sitting.

 

I was craving a deeper exploration, after a journey that was somewhat mild, & landed myself at Soltara for a 7 day retreat, with 4 ceremonies.

 

I really can’t say enough about the team at Soltara & everything they have to offer at their center.

 

An incredible amount of safety, love, intention, thought, & care, goes into the creation of their space, & the journey of the visitor.

 

Facilitation is an incredibly important piece to any healing modality, especially plants.

 

As a facilitator, I can tend to have high standards :)

 

Every one of them was beyond met, & allowed me to relax deeper into the experience & feel tremendously held.

 

Honestly, it was easy. Not something most would say for an aya retreat.

 

Granted, every single one of our experiences...

Continue Reading...

Embodied Leadership: Bringing Authenticity x Magic Into Your Sales

Mar 16, 2021

 

(I like to do this by taking enrollment calls naked )

 

“Leadership can be divided into two categories: leadership as a role and leadership as a ๐™ฌ๐™–๐™ฎ ๐™ค๐™› ๐™—๐™š๐™ž๐™ฃ๐™œ.” — Richard Strozzi-Heckler

New @trppodcast released inviting you into these higher levels!

 

You’ll learn about:

 

the descent from

the head into the heart

 

& what it ๐™–๐™˜๐™ฉ๐™ช๐™–๐™ก๐™ก๐™ฎ means to be embodied in your ๐ฅ๐ž๐š๐๐ž๐ซ๐ฌ๐ก๐ข๐ฉ ๐ฉ๐จ๐ฐ๐ž๐ซ - how it feels // what it looks like // what it creates for yourself x business x the collective // how to make real world change

 

I’ll talk about the process of ๐™˜๐™ค๐™ข๐™ž๐™ฃ๐™œ ๐™๐™ค๐™ข๐™š ๐™ฉ๐™ค ๐™ฎ๐™ค๐™ช๐™ง ๐™—๐™ค๐™™๐™ฎ & the importance of integrating your ๐’‘๐’“๐’Š๐’Ž๐’Š๐’•๐’Š๐’—๐’† ๐’๐’‚๐’•๐’–๐’“๐’†.

 

You’ll hear what it feels like when we’re out of EL x how it shows up in our bodies.

 

Bringing this magic into enrollment calls, changes the game & allows for ๐—ฎ๐˜‚๐˜๐—ต๐—ฒ๐—ป๐˜๐—ถ๐—ฐ ๐—ฒ๐˜…๐—ฝ๐—ฎ๐—ป๐˜€๐—ถ๐—ผ๐—ป.

 

You’ll receive:

the ๐—ธ๐—ฒ๐˜† ๐—ฎ๐˜๐˜๐—ฟ๐—ถ๐—ฏ๐˜‚๐˜๐—ฒ๐˜€

 

to pioneering your path

 

+...

Continue Reading...

How I call in soul clients

Mar 16, 2021

 

I don’t convince people to work with me.

 

I don’t spend hours on sales calls.

 

The womxn I call in

know this work is meant for them

& don’t let the fear

or the ‘how to’ stop them.

 

I’m not available to make decisions ๐—ณ๐—ผ๐—ฟ you.

 

You already trust the divine call into ๐™ข๐™ค๐™ง๐™š, with me as your guide.

For years in my biz,

I let the women on the other side of the phone

dictate the flow.

 

I bent my boundaries,

covered my truths

& accepted their ego stories

of why they couldn’t ๐™Ÿ๐™ช๐™จ๐™ฉ ๐™ฎ๐™š๐™ฉ.

 

These patterns did not only show up with clients,

but with men too.

 

I let other people take the drivers seat, naively thinking I was directing ship.

 

These behaviors are not something I accept anymore.

 

In my biz,

or my relationships.

 

This started with Self.

 

I was scared for a long time

that the person on the other side

would never come back,

or they’d love me less.

 

But...

Continue Reading...

Your voice is the tool that gets you the orgasmic magic in the bedroom x in your business..

Mar 16, 2021

 

When he’s touching your body

& it feels really good,

 

but you can’t get out of your head

because you want it a little bit slower,

 

a little more sensual,

 

-maybe even a nibble right on that spot you like-

 

…but you don’t say it

because you don’t wanna ‘๐™ง๐™ช๐™ž๐™ฃ ๐™ฉ๐™๐™š ๐™ข๐™ค๐™ค๐™™

 

**you’re leaving ๐—ฒ๐—ฐ๐˜€๐˜๐—ฎ๐˜€๐˜† on the table**

 

(And believe you, he wants that)

 

When you’re on that enrollment call with a potential soul client

 

& you feel her fear-based blocks come up,

 

but you don’t say the thing your naughty intuition is screaming at you to shout

 

because you don’t want to๐ญ๐ฎ๐ซ๐ง ๐ก๐ž๐ซ ๐จ๐Ÿ๐Ÿ

 

**you’re leaving ๐ฆ๐จ๐ง๐ž๐ฒ on the table**

 

(And believe you, that’s why she’ll pay you)

 

That thing you really want to say,

is the thing that’ll really turn them ON!

 

It’s your magic sauce that sets you apart from...

Continue Reading...

Blue Bikini Series Part 4

Mar 03, 2021

 

The other part of this story has been the overall transformation of my physical body from the time I started somatic work until now

I said I worked my whole life for this body

& I did

But a deepest learning, was the ๐™ฅ๐™๐™ฎ๐™จ๐™ž๐™˜๐™–๐™ก ๐™จ๐™๐™ž๐™›๐™ฉ๐™จ that occurred when the other layers of mySelf were nurtured x tended to

When I look in the mirror now
I see the body I always wanted

But it didn’t come from muscling or forcing
my way into it, like my really familiar previous course

It came from bringing the dark parts of my subconscious, into the light

I had to first DECIDE I was done with the struggle & the fight

I needed to put down my weapons

& then get my body onboard

I was
& am a warrior

But she’s no longer the only active part

I brought my soft, sweet, tender feminine back online

Through hours x hours of being with her

**Understanding, acceptance, forgiveness, loving, redefining**

Feeling
Feeling
Feeling
And more
Feeling

Our relationship has shifted & deepened over...

Continue Reading...

Blue Bikini Series Part 3

Mar 03, 2021

Let’s face it, SOMATICS is the new black

 

& there’s a big reason why

 

It’s real, it’s fast, it’s deep

 

& it ๐˜„๐—ผ๐—ฟ๐—ธ๐˜€

 

But I want to tell you that nothing will ๐™š๐™ซ๐™š๐™ง fix or heal you or keep hard things from happening

 

Not just because you’re ๐ข๐ง๐ก๐ž๐ซ๐ž๐ง๐ญ๐ฅ๐ฒ ๐ฐ๐ก๐จ๐ฅ๐ž

 

But bc life will ๐™–๐™ก๐™ฌ๐™–๐™ฎ๐™จ continue to happen

 

Somatic experiencing & embodiment, for myself & clients, has transformed the way we sit in our beingness, & in turn, ๐—ฑ๐—ผ life

 

While magic it is, we’re still the ๐™ข๐™–๐™œ๐™ž๐™˜๐™ž๐™–๐™ฃ๐™จ

 

Magic requires belief, commitment, devotion, love, trust, surrender & feeling

 

It also requires a ๐™ก๐™š๐™–๐™ฅ ๐™ค๐™› ๐™›๐™–๐™ž๐™ฉ๐™

 

This kind of wizardry does not depend on what is seen

 

It depends on blind faith

 

๐๐ฅ๐ข๐ง๐ ๐Ÿ๐š๐ข๐ญ๐ก to the eye,

but ๐—ฏ๐—ถ๐—ด ๐˜๐—ฟ๐˜‚๐˜๐—ต to the soul

 

Lately, I’ve seen a lot of womxn walk up to the plate, & then run the other direction

 

& truthfully, doing big...

Continue Reading...

Blue Bikini Series Part 2

Mar 03, 2021

 

The pressure of not fulfilling my potential & soul’s mission was c r i p p l i n g me, everyday.

 

Not because I didn’t believe in myself or know I was ๐ซ๐ž๐š๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ฒ ๐ซ๐ž๐š๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ฒ meant to do big things,

 

but because the FEELING of living this big life

**having the passionate, epic love I dreamed of, traveling the world, making buckets of money, & helping womxn do the same**

 

was a ๐Ÿ๐š๐ซ ๐Ÿ๐š๐ซ away ‘felt sense’.

 

It was true in my mind,

but definitely not true in my body.

 

Honestly, I was really fucking confused.

 

I did everything I was told to do. And when those didn’t work, I found alternatives that worked better.

 

So why this ๐™ก๐™ž๐™ฃ๐™œ๐™š๐™ง๐™ž๐™ฃ๐™œ ๐™ก๐™–๐™˜๐™ ?

 

All the work I was doing, while it really did help, still wasn’t getting deep enough into my ๐ฌ๐ฎ๐›๐œ๐จ๐ง๐ฌ๐œ๐ข๐จ๐ฎ๐ฌ.

 

...which lives in the BODY.

 

Cycles repeated, certain behaviors remained, an unconscious sense of ๐—ฏ๐—ฟ๐—ผ๐—ธ๐—ฒ๐—ป๐—ป๐—ฒ๐˜€๐˜€ spewed out when no one was...

Continue Reading...

Blue Bikini Series Part 1

Mar 03, 2021

 

(You haven’t heard this version x ending)

The hardest thing I ever worked for in my life was this body.

I entered the coaching space 10 years ago @ 19.

I thought I did it because it was ‘๐™œ๐™ค๐™ค๐™™ ๐™›๐™ค๐™ง ๐™ฎ๐™ค๐™ช’ & I was super passionate about health x fitness.

But deep down, I always knew it was a career built on a shaky sense of worthiness - defined by my external beauty & the ‘success’ the world told me to have - & a strive for absolute perfection.

I was 21 when I got diagnosed with ๐˜€๐—ฒ๐˜ƒ๐—ฒ๐—ฟ๐—ฒ ๐—ฎ๐—ฑ๐—ฟ๐—ฒ๐—ป๐—ฎ๐—น ๐—ณ๐—ฎ๐˜๐—ถ๐—ด๐˜‚๐—ฒ from years of overtraining & extreme dieting.

I thought being raw vegan was the best way to do food. So I stopped listening to my body & followed the instructions.

I healed from that.

But 23, I started competing.

I lost all of my holistic practices & gained the bro diet.

I used PED’s, adderall, & drugs to support myself.

I had no cycle, gut issues, eating disorders & a lot of self hatred.

But I did really well in...

Continue Reading...

Unwanted attention from men...

Feb 28, 2021

Say something about my nipples. I dare you.

 

I get a lot of questions from women about unwanted attention from men.

 

Like:

‘I want to be sexually liberated.

‘I want to stand in my power.

 

‘But men scare me.

‘I feel unsafe around them.

 

I GET YOU.

 

I felt unsafe in my sexual body most of my life.

 

I’m gonna say 2 really edgy things:

 

Ready?

 

1 Somewhere inside of you, prob deep in your subconscious, you ๐˜„๐—ฎ๐—ป๐˜ it. In fact, dare I say, you ๐™ก๐™ค๐™ซ๐™š it.

 

2 We can’t wait for men to respect us to stand in our erotic freedom.

 

That shit is ๐’ƒ๐’‚๐’„๐’Œ๐’˜๐’‚๐’“๐’…๐’”.

 

Before panties bunch, I’m not talking about violent sexual attacks, harassment, & abuse.

 

What I’m highlighting is the deep rooted desire of our feminine hearts for male attention & gaze.

 

That. Is. Beautiful.

 

Modern day feminism has smashed on us for even wanting that, telling us to

need no man.

 

Bleh....

Continue Reading...

Bringing Turn On Into Your Boundary Setting๐Ÿ‘‡๐Ÿป

Feb 28, 2021

 

To tell it like it is…

 

Nothing turns a ๐˜€๐—ผ๐˜ƒ๐—ฒ๐—ฟ๐—ฒ๐—ถ๐—ด๐—ป womxn on more, than an honoring of her boundaries, space, & Self

When I get that…

 

“Hey babe, call me when you have a sec” text

 

over a random call in the middle of my workday

 

I’m ๐™ž๐™ฃ๐™จ๐™ฉ๐™–๐™ฃ๐™ฉ๐™ก๐™ฎ turned on.

 

I feel respected, my time is valued & he gets the importance of my work flow.

 

I don’t know when boundaries became such a downer…

 

(it’s probably when ๐—ฐ๐—ผ๐—ป๐˜€๐—ฒ๐—ป๐˜ got tossed out the window)

 

but I want to remind you that they’re actually the complete opposite.

 

Boundaries are a tool to be used for:

***greater intimacy, deeper love & hotter sex***

 

When someone asks you permission to touch your p*ssy, tell me again how ๐˜„๐—ฒ๐˜ it makes you

 

(that’s what I thought)

 

Q: Why would any other boundary be different?

 

These sacred agreements — to be made in & out of the bedroom...

Continue Reading...
1 2 3 4 5 6 7
Close

50% Complete

Two Step

Lorem ipsum dolor sit amet, consectetur adipiscing elit, sed do eiusmod tempor incididunt ut labore et dolore magna aliqua.