stepping into my power = giving myself permission to say…..”fuck off, fuck you, & fuck this”….to the energies i’m no longer available for……WITHOUT remorse or an over explanation as to ‘why’

….it wasn’t until i turned on PU$$Y that this permission came about & actually felt so. damn. GOOOOOOOD in my body…

it wasn’t the words, per se — although telling someone to “fuck off” really does feel good rolling off the tongue

it was the connection to my power center….aka pleasure center….that brought me this level of freedom

Join me & voice expert @jessica.sirena this Saturday to explore new realms of your sensuality in the Becoming Your Own Best Lover workshop series

we’re committed to getting your “fuck you” unlocked & unleashed ….

…because without the “FUCK” there’s no “LOVE”…

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babes! i have some titillating happenings in my world & i’ve been salivatinggg waiting to tell you….wanna hear?

1 i’ve been teasing you with my school for coaches long enough — women who want to learn somatics, sexuality, embodiment & the GoddessApproach™.........the time has come!

get ready for……IN THE FLESH MYSTERY SCHOOL!

it’s one of my deepest pu$$y desires.
& i’m so fucking turned on by this container x the women about to go on this ride with me! you have no ideeaaaaaaa how much your life is about to change!

2 JV LLC is expanding - we brought on TWO new team members! ‍

my highest goddess keeps telling me, ‘what you’re building is to be built by & with your sisters. it’s too big to go it alone.’ i feel so IGNITED by the collaborations at play.

3 Becoming Your Own Best Lover Workshop Series w/ @jessica.sirena continues! Event # 2 is this SATURDAY 9/18!

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we hold emotions, memories, trauma / negative experiences, & limiting beliefs in the body. the mind is not separate.

as i went through my somatic healing journey, i felt my body relax & open like i never knew before.

the aches & pains & symptoms I thought were normal, or didn’t even recognize were there (you don’t know how hard you’re holding until you let go), simply dissipated.

the mystery pain in my back i carried for over a decade that doctors couldn’t explained magically resolved.

the hip pain & surgery i had in hs finally made sense.

the pain during sex turned to intense pleasure & i could receive deeper.

it was all emotional pain stored in my body.

the magic i experienced didn’t stop there.

my business revenue 3x.
i came into unwavering confidence.
i started expressing myself in ways i always wanted but didn’t know how.
i became more & more recognized for my work in the world.

my clients were having phenomenal results like...

i have a deep desire…

to make normal these raw states.
to witness you in these raw states.
to create circles for these raw states.

there’s an inner animal inside of me that is constantly clawing her way to get out.

(and i know she’s inside of you, too)

she begs for permission to come out & play.

“please, let me move WITH you” - she says.

when my wild woman is repressed & unexpressed — the fight…the sounds…the energy — the C H A OS…

it moves up into my head

because it has nowhere else to go!

(it’s what happens to ALL of us!)

it comes out sideways…in beautifully crafted false narratives about my smallness & wrongness.

these narratives are a result of the unprocessed E-motions — ENERGY in MOTION

they’re not THE truth
they’re not MY truth
they’re not YOUR truth

my mission is to set women free.

to bring them home to their bodies & selves.
to reconnect them with their wild woman &...

training is the cherry on top of your embodied, lived experience

In The Flesh Mystery School - for facilitators is cummminngggggggg!!!!

what you should REALLY be asking yourself if you want to go into the world of somatics….is “have i INVESTED in my OWN somatic healing journey?”

or are you looking to cut straight to the textbook & just learn it to teach it?

while your intentions might be good (i want this to serve my clients better), you can’t teach what hasn’t yet been experienced in your OWN. body. FIRST!

here’s my two cents…

edit: there WILL be somatic sexological bodywork in the mystery school training! dm me for info. we start in december.

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my love @pd215 found an Italian woman who uses Active Astrology…to tell you EXACTLY where you need to be on planet Earth for your Solar Return…to hit the goals you have set out for the upcoming year!

basically, you change the place you’ll physically BE…to set yourself up for the best planet locations, transits x aspects, according to your desires

guess what i got?

Vegas…meow

i needed to be there by Friday at exactly 12:34 pm, the day before my actual birthday…

so i set my sails for a 12 hour drive on Thursday morning

halfway there, i stopped in Moab for a quick little hike

and then...

halfway to the hike, my car got stuck in a big ol’ pile of mud :)

out of nowhere, 3 big men & a woman showed up

they pushed me out of the mud, saved the day, and i received that as a big universal redirect…

except as soon as i got back on the highway, it was shake city

& it was clear….

i wasn’t going anywhere

(those mud rocks...

…a full heart x sun kissed skin after spending the last week in Delray with @pd215 community & friends!

i got to meet so many of his people & the place he called home before moving to Denver & we met :)

we got to celebrate Paul’s 4 years of sobriety in the very place he got sober, with the amazing people + company who supported him on the journey

i feel grateful to have had the opportunity to sit in a meeting with a room full of humans who are in recovery & hear their stories…

there’s so many reflections i have about the importance of community (y’all know how much i emphasize this on @trppodcast)

& the similarity of the core practices / belief systems / tools that show up in ALL healing spaces

(i was talking notes for next weeks solocast )

…bottom line…

we all do it differently

but the goal is the same

— acceptance, gratitude joy, love & God —

proud of you baby for all you’ve accomplished...

the universe is always working f o r you

can you feel that in your body?

mmmm…i can

not just for me, but for you…

your Higher Goddess has always got your back

leading you to the places you’re holding….living in restriction…& lack

…opening you to what’s possible

…guiding you to the above x beyond

demanding your full presence & self approval

you’re worthy of the work
you’re worthy of the love
you’re worthy of the manifestations

b r e a t h e

t r u s t

k n o w

f e e l

r e l a x

[shown: video clips from a week away with my love in South Florida]. 

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PLOT TWIST…not feeling the happiness & freedom is your emotional guidance system being like…

“what the fuck is UP with THIS?

i used to find myself in situations, relationships & environments that did NOT jive with me

my very sweet inner ‘figure it out-er’ part would spend her free time trying to figure out how she could be happy & feel free by changing something INSIDE of herself

while this is important…

i actually learned over time that i did this to a FAULT & it became a huge DETRIMENT

i know, kinda backwards then what the personal development industry tells you, yeah?

here me out…

when you’ve done a lot of inner work, you trust yourself, you know nothing is wrong with you

you start to realize you are GUCCI, and the systems of the outside patriarchal world are actually the things that are F U C K E D

[you’re seeing this play out everywhere right now]

when you understand that happiness, love & freedom are an INSIDE...

Resistance to Opening to Love & Trust

with modern day feminism & the independent woman archetype, many of us feel disconnected from our hearts & emotions.

it feels s c a r y to o p e n what has been closed for so long,

only to feel what has been rejected, abandoned, betrayed & forgotten.

the good news? it’s all an illusion :)

going in ’there’, the darkness, the shadow — is never as bad as we think.

the ego just likes to make it feel that way so we don’t feel the thing & have the ego death ;)

keep on popping old belief systems & healing younger parts of you to expand your capacity to receive & change your reality!

you are a powerful pu$$y driven creatrix

what are your thoughts on this?

shown: a snippet from LOVE SEX MEN’s Q x A! send me a message if you want to learn more.

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