Its not the anger thats the problem, its the way we let it run its course through our system
Is it being held in love…without judgement?
& with erotic innocence?
Or are we letting it take us into shadow elements like deflection, blame & projection?
I let myself find my aliveness in the extremes when the extremes find me
I let them run through me
I let it fill me & fuel me
rather than drain me
The way its held in my system
is what decides:
drain or fuel
The difference between the two
when we take ownership
of our anger
When we r e a l l y
OWN our anger
In an empowered, sovereign way
kind of anger
I don’t know about you
But I want to touch the chaos
and feel my surrender
It’s where my exhale lives x breathes
This is shadow work
To know the dark feminine
And to know Her well
To know your chaos
Is to know your power
If you’re ready for Freedom...
- breath sound movement -
is the vessel for the expression
of your emotions
You are the vehicle
for the energy to move through you
From the micro
(Your individual energy x the collective)
You are the channel
Let it flow through you
Don’t fight it
Don’t identify with it
Allow yourself to consciously step in
& embody it fully
Allow for the energy to exist
to be known
to be loved
to be met
Don’t just passively let it overwhelm your system
to feel the fullness of your experience
And to make space
for a new energy to arise
After the ashes settle
from what was before
as Love burned through
Feel for new information that follows
Revealing what you need
and where you need
to go next
Applications for 1:1 somatic coaching are now open
I’ll be accepting 4 new soul clients that want to clean x cleanse what’s stored in their body to take their purpose, biz & love to a whole new level of embodiment x...
If we want our divine masculine to provide for us even more, & deliver more of everything we want/ need/ desire, then we better 𝗳𝗲𝗲𝗹 𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗽𝗹𝗲𝗮𝘀𝘂𝗿𝗲 𝗳𝘂𝗹𝗹𝘆.
If we don’t suck up all of his already rich, delectable fruits x juices that show up in our lives, and participate with every inch of skin on our supple, pleasure ready bodies, 𝙝𝙤𝙬 𝙢𝙪𝙘𝙝 𝙛𝙪𝙣 𝙖𝙧𝙚 𝙬𝙚 𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙡𝙡𝙮 𝙗𝙚𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙩𝙤 𝙥𝙡𝙖𝙮 𝙬𝙞𝙩𝙝?
Our inner masculine wants our inner fem to enjoy, soak up, & revel in all of the goodness that’s both here & on its way to us.
He wants us to be abundant & wealthy.
He wants us to live a turned on life filled with the tastiest of experiences & earth shattering, orgasmic pleasure.
He wants to see our body shiver & tremble with delight as he offers even the slightest touch.
He wants to show us who cash king really is.
He’s got it for us, baby.
With 𝐩𝐥𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐲 𝐭𝐨 𝐠𝐨 𝐚𝐫𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐝 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐨𝐟 𝐮𝐬....
$$$ If you’re investing thousands & thousands on mentors & coaches & strategies & systems & team & education & new certs…
But there’s no dollas being spent on the things that really make your P U S S Y happy…
You’re saying ‘yes’ to the patriarchy
You’re saying ‘yes’ to the paradigm that traps in you the ‘work, grind, work, educate, grind, school, work, grind, you’re not there until you have this thing, work, grind’ mentality.
$$$ If you’re spending thousands on mentors & coaches & education…
AND you have the same amount flowing to the things that make your P U S S Y sing,
Well, you must be fucking flying my friend
When we spend or don’t spend our money, we are saying ‘yes’ or ‘no’ to an energetic flow so much bigger than the very thing we are investing in.
When we really start to play the 𝐦𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐲 𝐠𝐚𝐦𝐞, this becomes ...
Allow for your deepest heart’s desires & the manifestation process to be like kinky fucking scene play…
You have a scene you wanna play
And you both agree
You know you’re going to get exactly what you need
Even when its not exactly what you want
At the end of the day
You damn well know
Daddy’s gonna feed you
You might have to wait
You might need to beg
You might even have to starve, just for a little while
But when you surrender to daddy dom
And submit to his brilliance
Even his intentional slow drip…
Because you know it serves you
Because you know he can take you further then you can take yourself, by yourself
You open your legs to receive a kind of ecstasy you couldn’t even dream of
More than you ever thought he could provide for you
Every. Single. Time.
You better be a good girl
And obey the law
The laws of the universe
The laws of energetics
The law of action
The law of cause x effect
Get excited about...
Yesterday I was on a group zoom call when someone raised their hand to speak. As soon as words started coming out of their mouth, my body tightened, & I instantly turned off my camera.
It happened in the blink of an eye.
And wasn’t a conscious thought.
It was a reflex to shut something out that was 𝐮𝐧𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐭𝐚𝐛𝐥𝐞 & 𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐟𝐫𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 to my system.
I sensed tension in the group arise. I felt the start of what could have been a power struggle.
What I saw, was the potential of two egos going at it for the sake of, well, ego.
And in that moment, with just a few milliseconds to pass, I found myself ‘safely’ hidden, tucked behind my screen, unseen, & away from a perceived potential threat.
Except, this wasn’t a real threat. Not one to put me in any real danger.
And while I can say it had nothing to do with me, “it was between them, not me” — it had 𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙧𝙮𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙜 to do with me.
The second our body wants to check out ‘cause...
As the relationship with our body grows deeper
As we come more & more home to ourselves
We feel the most subtle shifts
Like the slightest change in our creativity
Or the deep soul craving to be held
As we enter different seasons of our cycle
In my own homecoming
As I fall deeper x deeper into mySelf
And drop lower x lower into my body
And live from my relaxed state
The unclenched, unattached place
The open, soft, tenderness way of the feminine
I see it come alive through my expression
In my movements
The more I
Through my s e x
The more the world hears me
The more my mission x business thrives
The more I feel myself & those around me
Your voice is connected to your yoni
Your heart, connected to your womb
The more you open
The more you receive
RE: The Pendulum Swing Of 𝙙𝙤𝙞𝙣𝙜 x 𝙗𝙚𝙞𝙣𝙜 (a must read)
One of the most important things to master as an 𝗲𝗻𝘁𝗿𝗲𝗽𝗿𝗲𝗻𝗲𝘂𝗿 & 𝗰𝗼𝗮𝗰𝗵, is your 𝙚𝙣𝙚𝙧𝙜𝙮
One of the most important things to master as a 𝘀𝗲𝘅𝘂𝗮𝗹 𝗯𝗲𝗶𝗻𝗴 & 𝗹𝗼𝘃𝗲𝗿, is your 𝙚𝙣𝙚𝙧𝙜𝙮
(I just love the overlap of business x pleasure)
Energy mismanagement in your biz, ultimately leads to clients & money falling through the cracks
And in your sex life, it causes for less participation (physically, energetically, emotionally, orgasmically) - aka, pleasure
THESE STRUGGLES SHOW UP AS:
Doing the 𝙙𝙤𝙞𝙣𝙜 so hard, theres no energy left for anything x anyone, including yourSelf.
This leads to days packed full of productivity, to days of binging Netflix & never getting out of bed.
(Note: this isn’t bad/wrong, but there’s probably a much more efficient way of doing things - I can show you, it’s what’s helped me scale to multiple 6 figs).
Doing the 𝙗𝙚𝙞𝙣𝙜 so hard, it feels like nails on a chalkboard to get...
Well fam, we made it I woke up on 1/1 to what felt like an 𝒆𝒎𝒐𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏𝒂𝒍 2020 𝒉𝒂𝒏𝒈𝒐𝒗𝒆𝒓. Anyone else?
It felt like a 𝗽𝗼𝗿𝘁𝗮𝗹 to sit with everything that was lost / gained / learned over the year, & the things that needed extra feeling x clearing.
I crawled into my Womb Room, took a surrendered posture towards my altar, & weeped.
I stripped off all my clothes & identities & coverings keeping me in this world.
I gently challenged myself to fill the whole room up with sound & to move my body in the way it wanted.
It felt like a 𝗵𝗼𝗺𝗲𝗰𝗼𝗺𝗶𝗻𝗴, because so much of the year past felt disconnected.
I grounded in my body, rolled around my white, sheepskin rug, touched every part of my skin, & let the emotions flow through me.
I lovingly pressed into the tender spots of my hips, & opened through my tears.
I talked to my inner critic, got in touch with my storyteller, & reminded myself of my 𝗰𝗿𝗲𝗮𝘁𝗶𝘃𝗲 𝗽𝗼𝘄𝗲𝗿.
As the muck cleared, I followed my body into a...