wow. December & January have been massive months of fasttttttt expansion. we hit outrageous milestones in biz…75 + 100k 1:1 client enrollments….& IN THE FLESH Mystery School weekends are flying by with the first in person event in Encinitas in 3 WEEKS!

i want to share all of the incredibleness that is happening in my world - because it’s far beyond these numbers & there’s so much bts - & at the same time, my inner being is asking me to soak every second of it up…without sharing (just yet)

so…i’ll be social media breaking until Monday & soaking up the Colorado winter with solo skiing, friends & Goddess tings

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i welcomed in the new year with a mushroom ceremony that graciously gave me more than i expected

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i was taken to the writing of my soul contract (there were aliens)

& my birth into this world

it was so beautiful

& also

so heart wrenching

(how could it ever be one without the other )

i was resistant

not in ceremony

but in coming to this world

i had a somatic $ex bod session in Sept which helped move me through what felt like one of my biggest contractions (bc of deeply how i surrendered)…& it was the same theme

resistance to this world… to the 3D

over the last 1.5 years

i’ve watched not only myself but so many of my clients & friends move through similar icky-in between-stuckness

the…i don’t wanna get up & fight…i don’t wanna be here in this body…i don’t wanna do it

i hear…see…feel you

some people want ‘more’ - more money, bigger biz, more lovers, hotter $ex, wider impact, more...

we did the thing! @pd215 & i recorded our first @trppodcast episode together& there’s already been so much juicciiiiiii feedback from y’all

we only got to one question from the story poll…so you know there’s gonna be a part 2, 3 & beyond

we talked about:
how we met, what we were looking for, safety, polyamory, $ex, projections of who we thought the other was, love vs. freedom, the dynamic of our relationship, & then some

catch the latest @trppodcast episodes on iTunes + Spotify!

here’s the latest:

306: Choose it enough & it WILL happen
305: how to support yourself when making big decisions & leaning into the next level
304: 6 practices to embody your wild woman
303: 5 Ways To Start Talking About $ex & Pleasure With Your Clients
302: Mindset Shifts To Play A Bigger Money Game

also…

when you leave a pod review - my team will send you a complimentary powerful *Somatic Embodiment Meditation* to...

…he was salty about diesel’s airtime ‍

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i brag these little angel babies & their unconditional love!

i brag i enrolled a powerhouse 1:1 client last week into a year long mentorship at 75k ...& it was seriously the easiest enrollment i’ve ever had!

i brag this woman has never done 1:1 work with me before & was already a ‘yes’ before we got on our call!

i brag the ripple effect of co-creating with heart centered leaders.

i brag money as an incredible tool to expand our consciousness & drop deeper into service

i brag the investment with my biz coach that had me ‘go first’

i brag it gets to be this easy.

i brag…

it keeps getting better & wetter.

and…

i future brag…

the wildly transformative, orga$mically earth shattering second weekend of IN THE FLESH (that starts thisssss Friday!!!!)

it’s going to be a p a r t y

may you Know your desires as whispers from the universe
may you see the limiting...

yesterday…

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i danced around naked wearing gold jewels he got me for xmas & reorganized our place to make it more functional + livable

i transformed our ‘art corner’ (which would typically be someone’s dining area) to my little zen den office…so Paul can have the downstairs floor to himself

i transformed the Womb Room (which is a ceremony/session room + upcoming membership offer) into my bedroom because it was time we actually declared separate spaces

…instead of just switching every week (i’m not a shared bedroom type of gal - my Energetic Blueprint needs S P A C E)

all of this…

while my Handler, Dalen, took care of groceries, meal prep, drop off, & fridge organization

i gave her items to run errands (like a return + a necklace to bring to the jewelers for repair)

a couple of additional random strangling open loops that she can take care of for me (like registering my new Jag & getting ExpressToll set up)

& i...

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(pt 2) it used to feel so unsafe to ask for help & support. i didn’t know how to delegate or outsource. i didn’t trust people to take care of me or meet my needs. & i was scared that if they did, they’d take advantage of me…manipulate or abuse me like i was so used to in relationships.

(…making it nearly impossible for my adult self to receiveee)

i was living in survival, operating from fight or flight

& although i was empowered on the outside, i was crying for more on the i n s i d e

more connection..support..collaboration…

love…

ease..flow..

i wanted more…but i didn’t know how to hold m o r e

…yet

i am so grateful for the last 5 years - you have prepared me for the outrageously abundant orga$mic one that’s to come

i am holding more than ever before

& i feel…weightless (goosepimples & butterflies as i write this)

let this be your permission slip to believe in your...

happy 11th birthday to my first born son

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i remember the day i brought you home from the place next to Smithhaven Mall on 347

i was out shopping with Abby & your first dad (my eldest niece + first boyfriend)

we went in just to show her the puppies & have an adventure but you were so chocolatey & cute…i couldn’t stand it!!!

you were so…soft & loving & gentle…something i definitely didn’t embody at the time…but really needed

i couldn’t leave you behind, not even for a second, so i bought you then & there

there i was…a 19 year old (almost) single mom

all of us went to visit papa (my dad) at work which was nearby

i wanted to use Abby as a buffer so i wouldn’t get yelled at for bringing you home without asking

my dads secretary was THRILLED & really talked him into the situation (we were lucky)

& that was that…

you hung out in my purse for as long as you could...

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bringing d i v i n i t y down into the d a i l y

a challenge…

how much can you
honor, respect & make sacred

the body
yourSelf
& especially,
the mundane

building the 2022 vision in my heart x womb…before any action is taken

mm mm mmmmmmmm

…can’t wait to share what i’m cooking

words in reel from A.F

i will always intimidate you... unitl you look in the mirror ... & accept your own Pu$$y Vegenius & Power

Read client message HERE

i’ve had a number of you message me lately & tell me how intimidated by me you are

what I want to remind you…

is that the intimidation you feel…

is really about your own power

the nerves you feel…the high sensations in your body…the arousal & pull…inside of you…

is not to M E

it is to Y O U

your Highest Expression is calling…

i’m just the lucky one who gets to mirror your own magic

we are all guiding each other home. it’s not a cliche. it’s a Truth.

i am here standing for your bigness…your embodiment…& your freedom

i will always intimidate you…until you look in the mirror…& accept your own Pussy Vagenius & Power

until then…you will think i am different than you…

& your ego will make excuses about why it’s not...

two truths can exist at the same time

the most common 2021 reflection i’ve heard was ‘this was the best & worst year’

in the midst of all the chaos…

i, just like you, feel the luckiest

the energy felt heavy these last few weeks

with lots of things coming to a head…the white head popped…the bomb went off & there’s debris everywhere (you too?)

& i still feel the luckiest

what’s grounded me the most is remembering that i am the creator…

everything before me for my Highest Good…& theirs

we are moving in a direction that requires us to be clear, conscious, sovereign & in our choice now more than ever - can you feel it?

infinite gratitude for the rupture & rapture cycle

…teaching, stretching, expanding, opening…

i surrender to you

pictured: me in the midst of holiday relational chaos…smiling to the ethers…full of sister goddess love & client vulva presents thank you for...