Get to know me


I pinch myself (& like it ;P) for the space I get to hold today.
Because…
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I used to cry at the thought or actuality of a sex conversation.
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I spent years at war with my body living out of alignment, out of literal touch, & in my masculine polarity.
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I have a history of abuse. Childhood & intimate relationships. Physical, emotional & sexual.
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I came from a world that didn't talk about sex, consciousness or feelings.
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I was caged by perfectionism, a real struggle with self trust, & the
fear that even if anything good or abundant came my way..I’d lose it.
11 years & countless hours of doing ‘the work’ taught me:
…trauma exists everywhere, even in my childhood - it was no wonder I was unconsciously recreating the same deliciously-tortuous-situations over & over again (thankfully, I learned how the quantum, trauma, the shadow, & soma works).
…there was nothing wrong, broken or needing to be fixed about me - I just had a bunch of spiritual curriculum to undergo (something that would lead me to live my dharma).
…love doesn’t = pain (instead I went for, “I can have it ALL.”)
…the body remembers, pu$$y’s the guide.

I realized how much I really was the creator of my own reality...
but for most of my life, my unprocessed emotions & limiting beliefs ran the show.
Life continued to hand me the experiences that pointed to those truths until I did something about each & every one of them.
It was a series of painful ‘wake up’ moments & experiences - some of which you can see in the timeline below.
Eventually, I decided I had enough pain in my story & was ready to evolve it into something more.
That’s when I found pleasure
…and I haven’t looked back since ;)
I’ve gone deeper & deeper every day, every month, every year..
Expanding my capacity for how much joy, wealth, love, freedom, ecstasy & care I can hold in my body, business & world.
My heart continues to grow & expand.
And because of that, so does what is possible - for me & for the people around me.
I’m here for your unique expression & embodied freedom.
I want you to know, feel, & have..it all.
Check the stats
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AUDIENCE 70k+
2000 +
clients served
400 Podcast
episodes recorded
10+ Years
experience
Over 17 ways
to work with me!
orga$ms created
= countless!
The Journey
2009
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School of the Art Institute of Chicago for Fashion Design & Fine Arts
2011
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Said ‘no’ to becoming a Registered Dietitian at UT & ‘hell YES!’ to Holistic Health Coaching
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Had my first spiritual awakening
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Started my coaching biz (then, Greener Side Wellness!)


2012
FIRST TURNING POINT
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Became a Boxing & Kickboxing Instructor + RYT 200hr
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Said goodbye to 3 years of raw veganism
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Healed my severe Adrenal Fatigue
2013
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NASM certification
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Online & in-person Nutrition Coaching & Personal Training
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Worked at UFC GYM
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Ranked TOP 9th trainer in the U.S.


2014
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First bikini competition
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Eating disorders & dysfunctional training returned after years of recovery
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Experimented with PED’s
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Destroyed my hormones, gut, liver health
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Lost my period (amenorrhea)
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But…placed top 3 in all my competitions (LOL)
2016
second turning point
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Last figure competition
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Said goodbye to the bodybuilding industry after a TOP 2 placing
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Started to rebuild the relationship with myself, body & food


2017
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Moved to NYC to work @ Equinox
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Healed my eating disorders
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Cleansed/ balanced my gut, liver & hormones
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Started deeply loving & nourishing my body
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Birthed GUT ED
2018
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Started the podcast (then, Excellence Over Perfection)
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Created my own methodology (then, Balanced Body Method)
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Became a leading expert in Intuitive Eating, Gut & Hormone Health for ex-competitors & athletes
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Moved to Denver & in with my brother (cooked for him in exchange for free rent!) with no car & biked to the gym daily
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Ended an abusive relationship that resulted in severe trauma & dissociation


2019
third turning point
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1st sexual awakening & 2nd spiritual awakening
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Started making 5 fig investments into my healing & biz
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Spiritual Psychology School in Cali
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Trained & studied as a Somatic Sexologist
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Bought a car & motorcycle!
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Moved into my first solo apartment
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Had my first 6 figure year
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BBM evolved into Goddess Approach™️
2020
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Became an Erotic Blueprint™️ Coach
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Got Accelerated Evolution Certified
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Completed Submissive Training
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Queer Competency Certification
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Had my 1st multi 6 fig year!
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Birthed AWAKEN YOUR DIVINE FEMININE
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Moved into my DREAM apartment with a living room garage door & mountain view


2021
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Studied under Jaiya
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Accepted to be in Erotic Blueprint Master™️ Coach Intern Program
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Birthed LOVE SEX MEN
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Began a deeper exploration of plant medicine
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Sublet my place & traveled Costa Rica solo
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Bought my first luxury Car - siri, activate Jaggy Jules!
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Hired the most BADASS team around
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Birthed IN THE FLESH Mystery School

2022
fourth turning point
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Enrolled my first year long 100k clients
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Traveled the states for ITF
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Birthed HUMAN
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Had ACL surgery
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My biggest year yet ;)
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Scar Tissue Remediation Bodywork Training
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Bought Venus Valley, our retreat house in Boulder CO
My Credentials
- Certified Holistic Health Coach @ IIN
- Spiritual Psychology @ USM
- Certified Somatic Sexologist @ THI
- Certified Erotic Blueprint™ Master Coach Intern, Mentorship with Jaiya Ma & Ian Ferguson
- STREAM™️ Bodywork
- Certified Accelerated Evolution Coach
- Queer Competency Certification
@ Embody Emerge - Feminine Submissive Training
- NASM Personal Trainer
- Boxing & Kickboxing Instructor
- Registered Yoga Teacher 200hr


Fun Facts
- I’m your snack queen, veggie whore, protein princess! Love me some kale chips, dark chocolate, jerky, grass-fed burgers, & all the dips.
- I’ve been called the trinket master by my close friends ;) Filling my home with unique, meaningful pieces activates me!
- Proud weenie mom of 2 boys - Diesel & Woody. My sweet little loves totally act out different expressions of my personality.
- Sitcoms hit me in my heart! That 70’s Show, The Nanny, Friends, etc.
- Mariji-moni’s are a special joy! Smoking a j, indulging in my favorite snacks, & naked dancing in the kitchen…quality tiimme.
- Favorite self love ritual = mushrooms + hot salt bath