There was a time I cried every time my boyfriend tried to talk to me about $ex

Mar 11, 2023

I remember sitting in one of the back rooms at Equinox on the Upper East Side ๐Ÿ™๏ธ

We were on a break after a morning of training clients when ๐—ต๐—ฒ ๐˜€๐˜๐—ฎ๐—ฟ๐˜๐—ฒ๐—ฑ ๐˜๐—ผ ๐˜๐—ฎ๐—น๐—ธ ๐—ฎ๐—ฏ๐—ผ๐˜‚๐˜..๐—ถ๐˜

Next thing I knew..

My hoodie was completely pulled over my face & ๐™„ ๐™ฌ๐™–๐™จ ๐™—๐™–๐™ฌ๐™ก๐™ž๐™ฃ๐™œ ๐™ข๐™ฎ ๐™›๐™ซ๐™˜๐™ ๐™ž๐™ฃ๐™œ ๐™š๐™ฎ๐™š๐™จ ๐™ค๐™ช๐™ฉ ๐Ÿ˜ญ

He was STUNNED

..had ๐™ฃ๐™ค ๐™ž๐™™๐™š๐™– what was happening inside of me

And I,

had no understanding for this ๐™›๐™–๐™ง ๐™ฉ๐™ค๐™ค ๐™›๐™–๐™ข๐™ž๐™ก๐™ž๐™–๐™ง ๐™š๐™ญ๐™ฅ๐™š๐™ง๐™ž๐™š๐™ฃ๐™˜๐™š.

‘๐—ช๐—ต๐˜† ๐—ฎ๐—บ ๐—œ ๐—น๐—ถ๐—ธ๐—ฒ ๐˜๐—ต๐—ถ๐˜€?’ I cried

‘I don’t understand what happened to me.’

๐Ÿ’ญ I ran through a list of boyfriends in my head..

‘This happened with Joe.
And John, too.’

IT WASN’T THAT LONG AGO THAT I WAS:
๐Ÿ‘‰๐Ÿปcompletely locked out of my body
๐Ÿ‘‰๐Ÿปterrified to talk about $ex
๐Ÿ‘‰๐Ÿป& absolutely trapped by the deep yearning FOR..AND simultaneous threat OF..men.

๐Ÿšจ2 things saved my heart & $ex:

1๏ธโƒฃSomatics..healing trauma from my body (childhood, relational, ancestral, transpersonal, etc.)

2๏ธโƒฃ$exuality..putting pv$$y & ple@$ure in the front seat (€rotic blueprints, bodywork, letting myself be seen)

*Healing your $ex is a journey*

Lucky for you, ple@$ure is healing & I’m gonna show you how to make it feel really..fvcking..good.

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