sometimes i forget my story 🧐
i’m so far from the mindset & energy i used to have, i genuinely forget that was ME!
it was NOT always like that…
for most of my life, i struggled with anorexia x bulimia. i hated my body & hated the way i looked.
i grew up in an abusive home. i was hit if i had chipped nails. if i didn’t wear my jewelry. or put on a happy face after said abuse.
everything was about image.
except, i was also hit if i was ‘too much’.
i was told over & over again that i was the problem.
i was dragged to church after these happenings for what felt like forced ‘purification’.
my home life, religion & society, taught me from a very young age that i was only lovable when i was perfect.
and definitely not when i was horny 🤷🏼♀️
(try telling that to a rebel soul 😝)
i couldn’t figure out, why years later, i had a track record of abusive boyfriends.
why i couldn’t leave after he screamed like that…
why i couldn’t put down the cocaine…
why i couldn’t stop picking myself apart…
why, as soon as things got good, i would create chaos & feel like crazy town…
it was extra painful because it looked like i was crushing life from the outside
(high achievers, you know this well)
i was f a l l i n g apart.
this month, i celebrate 4 years in Denver.
that means just 4 years ago, i was shamefully walking up to planned parenthood to help me through a non consensual pregnancy from an abusive partner.
i barely had the money to pay.
i was trying to make my successful in person biz, a successful ONLNE biz, but was blowing through my savings.
it was the most powerful chapter of my life.
in just over six months, i grew my biz to over 6 figures…& the rest is what you see here today :)
tomorrow i’ll be sharing an exciting new 1:1 offering to help you step into your own sovereignty & embodiment 💕