RE: That time my intimacy issue showed up in my biz

 

Okay, it was way more than ‘that one time’ ;)

  

But wowza, did I wish I knew the goldmine that was under there from the start…

 

The way we show up in the bedroom, is the way we show up in every other area of our lives.

 

As I’ve grown my biz into the multiple 6 figure range over the last 3 years, it has revealed to me, over & over, where I was either available, or 𝙣𝙤𝙩 available, for 𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐞.

 

When I first started my biz (as a holistic health coach + boxing/yoga teacher 10 years ago), like many of our relationships start, it was 𝙨𝙪𝙧𝙛𝙖𝙘𝙚 𝙡𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙡.

 

There was more focus on the external, the image, the identity piece, the ‘am I really this?, ‘how can I be more of this?’ Kind of thing.

 

As the years went on,

my relationship to my biz changed.

 

Some moments were great. Filled with love, secure attachment & receiving.

 

Other years were, 𝗻𝗼𝘁.

 

When I fell out with myself,

my biz fell out from me.

 

When I struggled with giving love to my partners, I struggled with giving love to my clients.

 

When my runner came out in relationship cause shit got hard, you better believe I did the same thing in my biz.

 

But the biggest thing I noticed,

was 𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐚𝐜𝐲.

 

When I was in my juicy feminine, turned on & OPEN with partners, 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙘𝙡𝙞𝙚𝙣𝙩𝙨 & 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙢𝙤𝙣𝙚𝙮 𝙛𝙡𝙤𝙬𝙚𝙙.

 

But when I was cold, bitter, resentful, controlling, manipulating & micromanaging, 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗿𝗲𝗹𝗮𝘁𝗶𝗼𝗻𝘀𝗵𝗶𝗽𝘀 & 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗯𝗶𝘇 𝗰𝗿𝘂𝗺𝗯𝗹𝗲𝗱.

 

Wild, right?

 

The more I reclaimed my sexual power & healed the trauma living in my body through somatics, 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗺𝗼𝗿𝗲 𝗺𝘆 𝗯𝗶𝘇 𝗲𝘅𝗽𝗮𝗻𝗱𝗲𝗱… without changing a n y t h I n g else.

 

Oh, and the sex got great too ;)

By opening my sex, which opened my heart, which is connection with God/Source/Spirit, the world opened to me.

 

The things that previously felt out of reach, like passionate love & a 6 figure biz, became 𝐫 𝐞 𝐚 𝐥 [ly] in front of me.

 

 

Intimacy isn’t just for the bedroom.

 

It’s the secret sauce to your business.

 

It’s the juice that fills the veins of life.

 

 

It’s the part of you that thirstily, rightfully calls for & OPENS to more - OR- CLOSES when it gets ‘too big’.

 

 

So, how much can you handle?

 

Can you handle the big house & the big car & the big partner & the big money?

 

Because to hold 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝘁

 

We have to hold the truth

 

That you are a kinky, erotic, sensual, sexual being

….who is always playing the seductive game of give x receive.

 

 

The more you are open & available for deep penetrating intimacy, the more ‘fucked’ by life you’ll be.

 

Doesn’t that sound fun?