i welcomed in the new year with a mushroom ceremony that graciously gave me more than i expected ๐
watch HERE
i was taken to the writing of my soul contract (there were aliens๐ฝ๐ค)
& my birth into this world ๐
it was so beautiful
& also
so heart wrenching
(how could it ever be one without the other ๐)
i was resistant
not in ceremony
but in coming to this world
i had a somatic $ex bod session in Sept which helped move me through what felt like one of my biggest contractions (bc of deeply how i surrendered)…& it was the same theme
๐คresistance to this world… to the 3D
over the last 1.5 years
i’ve watched not only myself but so many of my clients & friends move through similar icky-in between-stuckness๐
the…i don’t wanna get up & fight…i don’t wanna be here in this body…i don’t wanna do it
i hear…see…feel you๐
some people want ‘more’ - more money, bigger biz, more lovers, hotter $ex, wider impact, more SpIRiTualllllll - because of what they thinkk it’ll do for them
i feel those same people see high level entrepreneurs doing the easy self care thing & think it’s what we do all day
when in reality
i’m sitting in my shit - stretching beliefs, expanding my capacity, feeling the full range of emotions - 89374 x a day 7 days a week
…that’s the R e a l work
that’s what allows me to ACCEPT & receive ‘ease’ when i create it*
this is what it really looks like
this is really what goes on
painful, agonizing, deathening Truth
that will inevitably lead to bliss joy pleasure & nothingness
but damn - theres often a lot of THAT before ๐ฉ๐๐๐จ
Woody, my youngest, had me in a hysterical laughing fit at the end of the journey
when i opened my eyes after alchemizing the suffering
& saw his precious little tongue out as he ๐ค
.the p e r f e c t i o n.
& then
i looked up at the wall
& there She was
๐๐ฎ๐๐ต๐ผ๐ฟ
in all of her divine glory
goddess of love, pleasure, beauty & fertility
standing for the feminine
i wanted to take the towel off of the headboard before snapping this pic, so you could see it as perfect
but instead..i chose the mess
challenging you to still…see it…as perfect
may you remember Who You Really Are
& what you came here for ๐
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